Late Night Vent Session...

Starting to get very anxious and worried about my future...33 going on 34, and wondering if I’ll ever find the one or if it’ll ever happen for me. I honestly try not to think to much about it but when you’re a woman in her mid 30s who has everything going for her with the exception of the love the department. I really start to question, will I ever get married to the one person I’ve prayed for, waited for, and never settled for less for. Will I ever have my happy family, my children that I so much desire. I would be lying to say I haven’t cried myself to sleep over this, but I have. I’ve been through my share of relationships and two previous engagements which I thought were going to be it only to be given the short end of the stick every single time...I hate to admit it but I feel myself losing hope here. Sorry, I just had to vent...it’s been weighing on my so much lately especially when seeing others around you getting married, pregnant, or living life with their significant other..