Ruined New Years.

He has been sulking around all night and was playing his guitar loudly while I was trying to watch the New York ball drop show, after I bought us pizza. 10 minutes before the ball drop I asked him if we could watch the ball drop show together and kiss at midnight and he said yes but kept playing. 3 minutes before midnight he starts acting really upset, tossing his guitar and I asked him what’s wrong and i asked if we could talk about it. He starts saying out of nowhere that he can never make me happy (I have no idea where this came from, I wasn’t nagging him or anything like that, I let him do his own thing), and that he can’t take being alone for another year (I am ALWAYS there for him to the point I don’t take care of my own needs). I asked him if we could talk about it and he said talking to me is pointless. As the ball dropped I was sitting there crying and confused. He somehow ruins every holiday.