Hidden pills

At this point I don’t knw if I should cry,sad and just be mad.me and my fiancé has been ttc for half a year and have been taking vitamins trying everything I can for us to be pregnant then last month I decided that he should take some vitamins too maybe that will boost what ever he need inside his body,I’m 23 he is 33,guess what guys I just found some pills hidden under his computer keyboard it makes me wonder how many he must have throway.is it my fault?I’m I forcing him?He is not home he is coming today I got a peak on my ovulation test I’m having mix feeling.I’m just so weak to fight I was even planing a romantic evening with candle and wine for us this evening.I just feel so sad 😭 I just want to cry😢.what should I do?

UPDATE

I ask him about the pills he said he forgot bla bla at the time he came home I was done been angry cause I haven’t seen him for 2 days and I misses him badly.we both hate to be controlled except in bed 😁 so I wasn’t forcing him or doing anything bad.firstly he doesn’t eat healthy and he losses weight like crazy,he barely drink water all he wants is Coca-Cola and he consumed a lot of that.yes he hates pills and I was lucky enough he even said yes to the vitamins.he is one hell of a stubborn man 😁 we have a healthy relationship cause no of us goes to bed been mad or angry at the other we always talk about our issues and what the other person did wrong,so we have twice a week were we talk about our issues and it has helped us a lot..long story short I read all of ur comments and I appreciate it a lot cause it helps me to relax and calm my nerves down,I’m the type that always takes correction and listen and learn thanks a lot ladies.I got positive opk yesterday I’m not gonna allowed a few pills get in the way of me and my future baby and I turn it around set up a romantic bed before he came home and it was mind blowing.I’m falling more in love with my man 🥰who cares if he doesn’t take the pills hopefully God bless us one day.baby dust to us all 🤞