Feelings

Am I the only one who always feels like something is wrong with me? It’s starting to drive me crazy. So I’ve been getting chest pains for over a year now and my doc checked everything out and nothing came up which was a relief but I’m still getting the pains and they radiate from my shoulder to my chest, down my arm, and in my rib cage. I’m terrified that it’s something more. I also get pains in my left breast all the time, could be associated with my chest pain but then I always have the what if it’s something bad.

The next thing I worry about is being pre diabetic because I’m always thirsty, when I don’t eat for a couple of hours I start to get a really bad headache and feel like I’m going to faint, and when I eat too much sugary foods I start to get double vision a headache and severe nausea.

I worry that maybe I have ADD because I can’t keep a clean house, I’m horrible at being on time for things, I’m extremely unorganized, I have a very hard time focusing and paying attention for long periods of time, I have a hard time understanding things related to learning like school and what not and also instructions to difficult games like monopoly, I have terrible time management and all through school I’ve always felt dumb because I couldn’t understand assignments and tests for the life of me.

And lastly I worry about depression or possibly bipolar disorder because I can go from an extremely happy and energetic mod to feeling down and unmotivated within mins. I also get very irritated very easily sometimes I even feel a sense of rage. My husband says it’s likely because I’m a parent of 2 kids and I work a full time job, he just thinks I’m overwhelmed which could be true too.

Now before you go and say your just crazy if you think this is all wrong with you, these thoughts have actually been accumulating over the years so I just put them all into one question.