He Cheated & Now Ghosted Me

So I just discovered proof of my boyfriend of one year cheating. I sent him the screenshots, I confronted him and asked him who is the girl? No response. On top of that he knows I just had a miscarriage 2 weeks ago and I swear I am so emotional about that. I am still traumatized because all I can remember is blood. But anyways, instead of my boyfriend addressing me about the issue, as soon as I sent him the proof he just completely blocked me off of everythingggg. His number, Facebook, Instagram, Snapchat. And leaving me here to pick of the pieces. At this point I’m such an emotional wreck. I’m really considering going on this spiritual journey. I just want to feel at peace. Happy. No social media. I’ve already deleted all my social media apps. And I made a promise to myself that I refuse to use them until I’ve reached a point of serenity. Until I reached a point of self control for my heart. Where I am completely healed from everything. I have no one. He was literally my only friend so it makes it even harder cause I have to deal with this miscarriage pain alone, news that he has cheated alone. Can someone tell me it’s gonna get better? That’s all I need to hear to have hope🥺