I am a shame and afraid to get on the scale so much so I cry. I am 1 month postpartum and I know I have gained weight .I had a emergency c section because I was filled with liquid and had developed preeclampsia toward the end of the pregnancy. My mom even makes me feel worst she keeps saying tour still swollen or your weren’t this BIG a before. I know she means no harm but it hurts me . I know I’ve gained weight and still have fluid in me cause I feel it. I’m really scared and ashamed my face is so fat and arms are flabby. I really just want to cry and hide . I have no idea how I’m getting to get this weight off but as the days go by I feel more and more like a failure. Failing my weight and am I doing enough with my daughter I even feel bad for feeling exhausted or tired.