Rant on babies

Kinda freaking out about caring for a baby... I don’t like when he cries and I don’t know what it is.. and I’m panicking thinking about how the next few years will be! Everyone says it will get better but I feel like it’s too challenging... nobody talks about it, how hard it is to raise a baby... this should not be encouraged... maybe should’ve thought more about it... and now there is no turning back! And don’t know how to manage.

Sorry