I’m slowly dying

When does it get better? I remember with my first, this was my thought all the time. He didn’t sleep through the night until 9 months and he was a shitty nurser. Then he refused to eat solids for a long time. Teething sucked and dropping naps did too.

Well, here I am at 4 months and I find myself asking the same question. I’m fucking exhausted and she’s a shitty nurser, constantly distracted by her brother...I’m always covered in spit up, changing diapers, yelling at my toddler and up all night, cleaning all day...my marriage is struggling and I never get to leave the bloody house bc oc the kids and covid. today was hard. One for the books 😭