hydroxyzine

Who has taken this? I have terrible panic attacks and I was prescribed lorazapam but I don't want to get addicted to taking it. My doctor prescribed me only 5 of them and I am down to one. My problem is a few years ago I suffered a panic attack while driving I ended up in the emergency room and of course all of my test where normal. I've recently have had them where I would call myself an ambulance because I thought I was really sick. I would get the chills and the become extremely hot. Chest pains , sweaty hands. And of course once again once I'm in the hospital they give me lorazapam and it calms me down and all my test come back normal, I think my problem is I just get worked up because my mom died when I was 12 and I have a fear that's what's gonna happen to me, I just want to feel normal again and not want to relay on lorazapam to help take that feeling away