No kids?

Did any of you mamas ever feel like you never wanted kids?

I always said I didn’t want kids because I always felt awkward around them. I was just never good with kids. When I got pregnant with my first boy, I cried & cried thinking I’d be a horrible mom because I said I wouldn’t know what to do. At that time I was living with my sons dad & I’d take care of his little sister who at the time was 3. As horrible as it sounds, I couldn’t stand her!!! I was 3 months pregnant & she would wake me up at 530 every morning to grab my puppy. I just wanted her to leave me alone!!! Lmao.

Sometimes I didn’t know what to do with her once I dressed her & cleaned her up. I’d make her breakfast & she’d follow me around. I was like, can you not??? 😂😂😂

I look back at it now & it’s so funny to me. My first boy saved my life. Because of him I found my ovaries & packed my shit & left his dad because he’s a horrible human being.

Now I’m married & have two boys & I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! I love being a mom! I love the unconditional love I get from them & how they just want to be loved.

I wouldn’t change it for anything in the world!

Who would’ve thought that I would love being a mom this much! No more kids tho lol I’m happy with two boys 💙💙💙