I need to talk about it because of how frequent it is

RATED R CONTENT. 18+ here please.

I have age filters on, but in the end, this is the Internet and I’m not anyones parent so.

I beg of you please be nice. I cannot help what I dream about. Stuff like this would never happen in real life like I’d throw a bitch off a balcony. But in my dreams? I’m literally what they call a “cuck queen.”

Basically I have sex dreams about having another girl have sex with my SO.

We end up going out together and I meet a girl and befriend/flirt with her and I tell her I’m into girls but have a boyfriend and I ask her if she wants to join us in bed. And she does.

This isn’t even the worst part. If I’m not participating, I sit back and watch and get extremely turned on and I touch her.. like o caress her and say “good girl” —- just 🤨🥴

And I tell her a bunch of other nasty things like yeah fuck him good and other things I won’t repeat. I sincerely enjoy watching it.

Why is my mind doing this to me. My man is mine and mine only. Do I need therapy or something?

I dream about this every night

Maybe it is something I would like and just don’t know it. It’s unfamiliar to me. I’m not saying in this post that people who do this are wrong.

I’m saying i... would literally be heart broken if my so fucked someone else. Even if I was there, I can’t even imagine seeing that.