Am I a narcissist?!

Me and my ex have a long history.. he’s done things in the past and I took him back and held resentment for it. Anyways we broke up a few weeks ago & I’m doing a lot of reflecting..

Regardless of what happen or what he did it isn’t an excuse for my behavior but I’d be very hurtful to him with my words. I’d say really mean things & end up crying because I felt like shit about it..

I’d also blame a lot on him. I have no problem taking accountability but he was very sneaky and lied A LOT & idk I’d just blame me being angry on him when me being angry has to do with me and how I’m still stuck on pain he caused.

Idk 😔