First trimester anxiety

I need to connect with someone anyone who might understand my current feelings.

I am 10wks and 1 day been enjoying some ghastly morning and night sickness ( which they told me was great) and had a perfect date scan at 9wks.

Everything is just as it should but I am so anxious! In November last year I had an ectopic pregnancy and it was honestly the most heartbreaking thing I have ever gone through and the fear that something will go wrong this time is really getting to me. To the point where I am checking my toilet paper for blood even though there is no indication anything is wrong at all.

If anyone has any advice or can relate I would love to hear from you please 🙏🏻💜