Failed FET back to back .

Veena

Things are going very worst with me.. Got to know my 2nd FET Dint happen.. beta came negative.. When I asked my Gynec.. she suggested to go fr donor egg and Try... My DH is very much upset. . Its all fate.. He directly blaming me that iam incapable of bearing a single child .. Its been 8 year of my marriage.. Iam totally broke into pieces today.. No more embryo left for me.. Iam feeling so shuttered .. I am unable to accept the fact .. I don't know what to do.. Because of me and my fate.. not even me .. every one are so upset.. Its india.. we stay in joint family.. situation is still worse as my younger co sister already with a toddler now .. Iam still struggling to get pregnant.. Iam hating myself .. Please help me how do i come out of this phase.. My tears are not stopping atall.. I feel to give up myself from this world.. but being educated working women.. i should not set myself an example to others who are in same situation. Hell women..