I’m so emotionally drained

Had my follicular check today on the 5 mg of letrozole and my eggs are around 8-11mm that’s f$&@!?g it! I’m so emotionally drain I have been trying to relax this is my second cycle and I’m not going to ovulate again I assume last month I had one good egg it never released and I had to take meds to induce a period. I’m so done it feels like no one truly understands the heartache but some of you. I just want to break stuff and get my anger and frustration out! It’s 1030am here and I already poured a drink and I very rarely drink but that’s where I am at today