So sick of being alone

All I do is go to work, come home and clean, and watch the baby. Thats ALL I do

While my husband gets out, rides the four wheeler (that IM paying for) or runs to his dad or mamaws for hours.

He made plans yesterday for us to go fishing and his dad eas going to watch the baby but he got mad while working on a shifty transmission and cancelled the plans and told me he hates being around me.

He also makes excuses to not ride the four wheeler with me or do ANYTHING that involves spending time together period. He makes plans and breaks them on purpose and im left hurt and alone and feeling like my only purpose to him is a vagina, an ATM, A babysitter and a maid.

Ive told him how i feel but he doesnt care at all. I hate my life. Im always alone, crying, I hate my life.

Thats the rant