I can’t get over it

My soon to be ex-husband is a dirty dog . He’s physically, financially, sexually abusive on every level. So I filed for divorce. And he beat me in our bathroom last week so I called the cops made a report and he has a warrant for his arrest. He decided to send 12 members of my family nude type pics that were for his eyes only . He called me whore etc to my whole family . I’m humiliated. He did this after he beat me all because I called the fucking cops. I’ll never fucking forgive him. I’m so angry and it’s just such an invasion of privacy on a whole new level . 😩😩😩 I just feel so alone and disgusted with myself.