I’m fat because I am a dumbfuck

Really frigging annoyed with myself. How is it that I am two days into my diet and both days I FORGET I AM ON A DIET?!?🤬 So yesterday I ate healthy all day, then once dinner rolled around I didn’t want to cook so I ordered Chinese and didn’t realize until I picked it up that “oh I probably should be eating this”. But my fat ass still ate it thinking “I will just start tomorrow”.

Ate extremely healthy all day today. I come home and my husband made chicken wings (traditional, baked, no breading) and absolutely no side with it. Starving, and without thinking, I blow through 15 😳😳😳 yup. Forgot I was on a diet AGAIN

And this is why I am fat. Because I am an idiot.