🤦🏻‍♀️ anxiety ridden test taker

On Thursday a day before AF was due I took a test and it came out to a strong positive, I’ve been wanting to get excited but back in October I had a CP and I am a day or two away from when it happened. I’ve been taking tests everyday (just one a day) just to make sure the line doesn’t faint like last time. I think my anxiety is getting to me because we’ve been trying for over a year had the CP and right now these cramps I’m feeling feel like it did last time. Though every test has come back strong positive. Am I being ridiculous or does it make sense to be such a worrywart about it???