I left my husband…

I left my husband of almost four years for someone that ive tried to forget since 2013. He was and is my one true love and i realized that i was settling with my husband. But my husband turned out to be a lying self centered bastard. I tried to stick it out with him… but one day…. I got a message… then i made plans to see him… then i made real love to him. And i realized that he is who i want. And i am who he wants. My husband and i are divorcing because i told him that i am inlive with someone else. We are moving to different states and i am keeping our 2 year old daughter with me. I know i should feel bad…. But i just cant help but feel like ive been awakened mentally and physically. Before i was just on autopilot going through the motions….