venting

hi i just need to vent and if i go to my friends i dont really wanna hear what they have to say because they don’t even like the guy..

well i’ve been talking to this guy for like 8months and we would go hang out mostly his house or the canyons and we would talk watch movies cuddle sometime have sex. well this whole time of expressing how i felt i caught feeling and turns out all he wanted to be was friends and i didn’t want to be friends anymore.. and i told him that and he said that i didnt deserve him because he already came with a daughter and i deserve someone who’s smart and better than him because in his words im single, smart and beautiful. but in all reality he’s what i’ve always wanted what i’ve always looked for in a guy and his daughter wasn’t a problem she’s an absolute sweetheart and i’ve never had a problem with kids because i love kids but to him she’s a problem and so is he. so i told him i couldnt do it anymore and i had to let go so i walked away. and if it’s me too to be he’d be back right? he’ll get some sense of reality right? i’ve stayed up crying all last night because my heart was hurting so bad.. i dont want to give up just yet but what if he’s right and he’s not the one? but my heart is saying he is. idk what else to do now