How tf am I supposed to respond?

Yes I feel sad but I don't want him to know I feel sad that hes been ignoring me. I can tell hes been ignoring me because he doesn't respond to my text but is on ig the whole day. This is after the fact he called me needy and me agreeing that I should stop texting him "all the time". So I did stop texting him all the time and chose specific days and times to text him. I want to reply back with something slick like "okay" or "its fine" to give hints that's not okay to ignore me when I am abiding by his "rules" of me being needy. Than again IK he is busy with work and friends and has his own life so maybe I am making a big deal about this whole situation. While I am at it I am kinda sad that he barely asks about my day and how I feel when I do it all the time. Also I want him to take me out on dates and give me random presents but I don't want to tell him to take me out on dated and give me random presents because hes only going to do so because I told him and not because he wants to. Also I feel like I am asking too much and being needy. He does pay for everything and is coming to see me for a day because we have a long distance relationship. Maybe I am being waaaay to needy and asking for to much.

Update: I wrote that I am debating whether or not to send now or later. Part of me wants to get it over with while the other wants me to wait until we see each other in August.

"I have things to say to you but I don't know how to say it because I feel like I will come off as needy and annoying and not grateful for what we have. I want for you to do things but I dont want to tell you what those things are because if I tell you about these things your only going to do these things because I ask you to do these things when instead I want you to want to do these things. I feel like I am convenient to you and I am not someone you actually care about. You only care about me because you feel like you have to. There is a lot of other things that I feel but I cant put it in words. Like for instance I feel kinda sad in this relationship maybe its because we are long distance but I don't want to tell you this because I don't want you to feel sad or mad. I don't want this relationship to feel a burden to anyone. I don't want to end this relationship either which is kinda selfish on my part. I don't want to start an argument over something that might be so trivial and me just overthinking about everything. You are my technically first real relationship."

That's all I have so far. Should I send it? Should I add something else?