.. Plz be Nice

I made an abortion appointment for tomorrow out of frustration knowing I made a stupid selfish mistake with my kids father. But I don’t want to do it. I feel so guilty. I don’t know how this even works. What to think. What to do. Will they try to talk to out of it? Will they support me when I go? Do I have to do it the same day? How does this all work?

I feel guilty because I look at my beautiful daughters and I think damn, if I get abortion I’m taking a precious life away that could be here making me smile everyday just like these two... you feel me? But their dad just isn’t it. He’s abusive & I’m tired of people blaming me like it’s easy to get out of an abusive relationship...