Abuse. (Updated )

I posted something yesterday saying how I found out I was pregnant with my now would be 3rd baby. I have two already, under 2.

I explained how my child’s father beat me after we found out & a lot of people on here, I feel like personally came out me way too, harsh? I’m sorry, maybe I should’ve stayed, “please respond only if you know what’ it’s like trying to get out of an abusive relationship”...

I just want to say, I have nobody. Ok. Nobody, no family to run to, no therapist, no friends. So I get on here trying to spill my feelings and I get blamed for every punch he throws at me. For going back.

I just wish people were more understanding. Not every time we had sex I agreed to having sex. And not everytime I wanted to leave, I could just leave. And again sorry it’s more easier said than done.. I know it’s my responsibility, I was just looking for advice

Updated: I just want to add that I wasn’t able to call the police right away because he took my phone and car keys and house keys & left. He eventually left them outside Horus later & hurried & left. When I got my car keys I mediately grabbed a bag stuff clothes & left & went to the er after grabbing my kids from daycare. The hospital called the police & there is a warrant out for his arrest. Thank you for supporting me through this.