Help 🥺

Can someone who has been through this help explain? We’ve been ttc for 6 months. Today was our first SA. These results were emailed to me as my doctor was off until Monday and I (stupidly) requested to see them. Now I wish I didn’t because though I know they’re bad, I don’t know how bad and it’s driving me crazy to have to wait. I feel like it seems like there’s abnormalities across the board? Can someone explain to me what each one means and if you think we can still maybe conceive naturally. We’re 28. I feel like I just need to absorb all the bad news now because usually each month when I’m still not pregnant I literally can’t even pull myself off the couch for at least two days and I can’t afford to take off Monday so I need to cry and process tonight-Sunday 😔