Do I have the right to know where my partner spends his money?

My husband called me to tell me he just paid off his credit card for $30k and bought Bitcoin for $10k. I feel I deserve to be somewhere in the loop of him buying the Bitcoin or at least just know especially if it’s for that amount? I am not working at the moment and don’t really ask him for much. I went shopping to get things for the house yesterday and he wanted me to pay him $80 for the stuff I bought for our bedroom. It makes me feel kinda bad that I have $600 until I get my job offer soon. For me it doesn’t make sense. It just doesn’t make me feel like a wife. I feel like a girlfriend. I don’t know if I’m in the wrong and would love advice. If I call him out on it it’s gonna be another argument that’s caused by me. He’s not being transparent about finances and it hurts because he knows I’m struggling financially. I left my job and everything to move with him yet he makes me feel like it’s a privilege that he’s paying for the home expenses. He agreed to this so why should I feel bad about it?

Update: I called him out on it and asked him why I’m not involved in his decisions. He gets so upset and calls me ridiculous and says he’s doing it for us and our future. I know he has good intentions but I just wanted to know why I was consulted? I didn’t say anything wrong other than we need better communication and now he’s saying I’m attacking him when he’s trying to be the good guy. I feel I’m going crazy.