Pro choice poll

I wanted to make this a poll so everyone would feel comfortable giving their honest opinions!

Long story short! my daughter is only 10 months and I just found out I’m pregnant. my bf isn’t ready for a 2nd child but I’ve had an abortion before and felt horrible for years about it however I’m also afraid that having 2 kids under 2 will ruin me. He said I could keep the baby if I wanted but I know that’s not what he wants deep down. We’re not struggling but we’re far from two kids rich… If this were you what would you do? ( no hate please)