pregnant again

i found out im pregnant again 3/4 days again, and my boyfriend wants me to have an abortion. i just had a baby 8 month’s ago.. and there’s alot of risks with an abortion and i have just been crying everyday.. every single day. idk what to do.. i dont want to have an abortion but he’s blaming me for everything, saying i ruined his life, im trying to trap him again.. and just being straight up mean.. everybody will obviously say “just leave him, just leave him” but honestly it’s easier said then done.. i need advice and what’s y’all’s opinion on abortions