Considering an abortion.

I wanted this baby so bad. I wanted it with who I’m pregnant by as well but I don’t think he really loves me. He gets angry every time I say how I’m feeling. He cheated on me before I forgave him. He has done more things that I forgave. I’m just tired. I said if I can’t express myself without you getting upset we don’t need to be together & he said ok then we not gone be together. This would be my 3rd child with a third person I thought loved me & I can’t take on another Deadbeat dad. I think I should get an abortion.