I’m having an abortion next week

Hi there. I recently found out I’m pregnant by my fiancé and he fully supports my decision. We’re both not ready for a baby at the moment and we know our decision is the right one. However, this is my first one. I’ve had friends and even an aunt who have had abortions but someone I feel like the only person I can talk to about this is my fiancé. Im not scared they’ll judge me, I just can’t even bring myself to tell my family. Especially my mom who’s my best friend and biggest supporter. I’m doing the surgical one, I’m not so scared about it but more afraid of what happens next, mentally. Can anyone tell me of their experiences, if you can? No pressure. I’m also looking into speaking to a counselor.