I just really need to vent

Nobody doesn’t necessarily have to comment I’m just idk right now just very emotional. Long post btw so it all started yesterday me and my cousin Dee went out for lunch because she’s been depressed lately so later on we went to pick her kids up from daycare along with our other baby cousins since they all go to the same daycare to take them home and chill over our other cousin Yonnna house since I haven’t seen them in awhile so my fiancé got off work early so I was like okay well we’re at the grocery store getting things so we can make cookies and ice cream he said okay. So a few hours later maybe two. He asked was I going to be out long because cause he was hungry and was about to eat something so I told him go ahead and eat it’ll be awhile. I finally come home I just had a feeling he was upset and I was asking him is he okay he kept saying yes so I was constantly asking him but kept getting results so I was like well he tell me when he’s ready. Fast forward to this morning he told me he was upset because he really didn’t eat anything because we don’t have much in the house to eat but I told him he could’ve fix a burrito, put a pizza in the oven or use the Taco Bell gift card I gave him for Christmas. He still was saying he hungry he only ate a sandwich, so I offered to Ubereats something he told me no I offered to fix the burrito for him he said no. So fast forward to this afternoon he still mad saying he hungry and fuck his life he’s just going to starve cause he haven’t ate anything all day. So I asked him why didn’t he eat that breakfast burrito or take those hot pockets to work, I even offered to send him money to get lunch he denied it. So here was 3 pm he being real negative cause I had let him know I was home from work and stuff and he still mad talking about he wish he was mad and he don’t give af about stuff anymore fuck his life. I told him his life is not that fucked up and said he tired of looking at the bright of things I said well apparently you don’t give af about the people in your life either since you wish you were dead. Then he was having a moment where he just lashing out you know just expressing himself. I was dead ass letting him just cuss and fuss and then he was like hello I was like yeah baby he was like why you not saying nothing was you even on the phone I said yeah I heard everything you said and was letting you have your moment he said I wasn’t having a moment I’m like yes you were he started trying to talk crazy to me so I started cussing back I said wtf is it that you want me to say excuse tf out me for letting you just lash out and have your moment. I told him feel free to express yourself but don’t come at me like I did something wrong. Idk why I just got off the phone and started crying. Oh and for you all wondering I’m 27 and he’s 28 and we been together for 5 in half years but engaged for like a year