Something….anything…

I’ve been with my partner for 4.5 years…f(35)..m(38). We have been arguing about the same things for years…just going around and around in circles, but getting…nowhere. One of our primary issues, is the tv. I can’t sleep with it on. He has to have it on all night. I’ve tried sleeping with a mask and earplugs. He’s tried to sleep with it off…to no avail, for either of us. After a 3hr long “discussion”…he has decided that although he swears he loves me…he would rather spend the rest of his life without me…than to compromise and have separate rooms. It’s “immoral” he says. He would rather me be in the bed with him, and deal with it…or not have me at all. My heart is so broken. I love him so much…so I don’t understand how he could be so cruel and uncaring of my needs and feelings. I don’t know why I’m posting this. I guess I just really don’t have anyone, and I feel so much pain…I feel so lost. Like…that’s my worth. That’s what I mean to him. He swears that I mean the world to him…but with a decision like that…and without any consideration for my feelings on the matter….he has decided it is best for us to part ways. I don’t know what I’m looking for…I guess…anything. I’m just sad right now…and needed to tell someone…and I have no one else to tell. Thanks.