We were supposed to get married. Now he wishes I was dead.

I feel like a worthless dumb ass. Sorry for my language! I’m in disbelief. How could someone make you so many promises and how could someone wish death on you. I pray no one experiences this shit ever.

Last week, my boyfriend mentioned getting married through court. Told me he wants to spend the rest of his life with me and that I’m the woman of his dreams! His exact words! He wrote me a long paragraph and told me he loved me immensely and even talked about our new apartment. All this bullshit. Now, I feel like this was all LOVE BOMBING.

I was going to shower and my bf asked me to send him a sexy pic. I just sent him my butt. I told him “my ass looks fat 😋” he took into offense and told me I’m so obsessed with my ass. I just felt confident and he requested a pic?? I told him I missed him and I was feeling playful (as in I would go masterbate)

He told me he doesn’t trust me

Told me (Spanish)

- I should die mother fucker

-Die bitch

-Stick up the stick up your ass shit bitch (referring to a dildo?? Which I don’t have)