Uneven boobs & scared of surgery

I’ve always been really insecure about the fact that my boobs are so uneven. I have one really cute perky A cup boob and the other is like a saggy C cup. My nipples too, the one on the smaller one sits higher than the one on the bigger one. Recently, they’ve been growing but the one that saggy is growing so fast and I’m just getting more and more insecure. Has anyone had this problem?

I want to get surgery but Im terrified of anesthesia. Im scared I won’t wake up and Im scared of the feeling of not being able to control myself when the anesthesia is putting me to sleep, like I can’t keep myself awake. This is really hard for me. I know it’s very common to have uneven boobs, but although I see a lot of people posting on platforms about it, in people videos or pictures, they always look even… it makes me feel so insecure.