Am I wrong?

So my boyfriend of 7 years is on methadone because he was addicted to opiate painkillers. He has been clean from hard drugs for 6 months. Methadone is like a legal opiate for addicts to stop withdrawals/cravings and we go every morning to get it for him. My boyfriend doesn’t work or drive at the moment so I take him every single morning to get his methadone dose.

Yesterday we got in an argument because I was concerned about how often my boyfriend smokes pot/dabs. His torch that he uses to light it broke and he had me going to 3 different gas stations at 10pm last night (they were all closed) to get him another one and he said he couldn’t wait until tomorrow. He’s been smoking it more and more and will have close to panic attacks if he can’t find his dab pen and he’s constantly asking me to stop in random parking lots so he can hit his dabs while I’m driving. He’s literally smoking it every hour so last night I told him I’m getting concerned. He flipped out at me and told me I am always nagging him and can’t let him enjoy one thing.

Our argument escalated and he said he’s done going to the methadone clinic. This morning I tried calling him to wake up to go (we don’t live together) but he never answered my calls so he never ended up going to get his dose.

Today we were going to go on a Valentine’s Day dinner date. While we were both getting ready my boyfriend texted me that he’s having extreme methadone withdrawals (sweating, body hurting etc.) and that we can’t go on our date. I asked if he needs to go to the hospital/if they would have methadone there and he said no. And so I said let’s cancel our date, I will come over and bring us Taco Bell to eat and we can watch one of our favorite YouTubers together at home and then go to the clinic together as soon as they open at 5am.

I told him I just had to finish putting on makeup and I’d be right over and he texted back saying no, come right away. I asked him why he’s acting so urgent about this and thats when he said he needs to get high on pot and asked me to stop and buy him a torch on the way over.

That made me feel super unloved because it’s freaking Valentine’s Day and that’s what he’s worried about. Here are our texts. Am I the one who is wrong here?

(The purple blocked out texts are when names are mentioned)