Betrayed my trust, broken 💔

I’m so confused and conflicted about what to do. You’re the one who betrayed my trust and after everything we’ve been through in our relationship, it at least deserves for us to fight for it…but where do we even begin to start?

How am I supposed to trust that you’re progressing? That you’re actually feeling remorseful and learning from your mistakes? I can’t look through your phone every day or follow you around and I can’t read your mind. I don’t want to do any of those things, I want to be in a relationship where I don’t feel the need to. You gave me that for so many years so why now?

You’re such a great man and I’m proud of all the bullshit you’ve overcome in your life and I’ve loved seeing you grow just as much as you’ve seen me but is that enough? Was I stupid to believe high school sweethearts could actually last?…

I feel like you’ve broken me. And I love you enough to at least try but it’s so painful. Having to relive it, think about it, and then just trust the one person you thought had your back? Through my surgery, my suicidal depression, the long distance relationship, you were my rock. And now that we’re getting closer to starting a family…this is the shit that you pull? Are you fucking kidding me? These past few days have been hell and idk if I’ll ever be able to love and trust you as much as I have…