Just tired and done

Just tired. Exhausted. From everything, anything and nothing. Sick of the ups and downs. Highs and lows. Just. SICK AND TIRED AND WANT TO BE DONE. There’s no point to keep going, so why care? Why waste the very tiny bit of energy I have? And that’s just it. I have almost zero desire for ANYTHING. Other than ending it. Anyone else just want to be done? And I don’t mean done in your relationship or work or the stressful situation in your life. I mean DONE. GONE. WISH I HAD NEVER EXISTED BECAUSE EVEN DYING IS UNPREDICTABLE AND I CANT DEAL WITH UNCERTAINTY ANYMORE.