life sucks

just need to rant honestly and could use some advice. i don’t have family. i live with my bf and his family and have since i was 16. since 14 i’ve had a job. 16 i started working 40+ hrs, by 18 i had 2 jobs and a side hustle. worked 7 days a week. i dropped out of public school and started taking online courses at 16. i was so focused on working to be able to support myself my school work suffered. people constantly said “school always comes first” but that was literally impossible for me. i needed to work so i can eat, so i can have basic hygiene items. as of a result i’ve taken summer classes last year and will not be graduating on time this year. i have to take 2 courses over the summer again. i’m already enrolled into my community college to start school in september as well for a DMS program with the end goal of having a bachelors and get certified in OBGYN sonography. i was trying to look for a new job as after i found out i wasn’t graduating i became super depressed, found out i was pregnant, then found out i was miscarrying, was being emotionally and verbally abused by my manager. became even more depressed to the point of being severely suicidal. i quit all jobs and pretty much laid in bed didn’t get out to eat shower anything. long story short i found enough motivation to continue working on school and start looking for a new job. lately it’s just been one thing after another. i finally found a job that i would love doing everything was perfect. great pay good hours great greattttt opportunity. interview went so well i was so happy and excited. i got a call today and pretty much they asked if i have my diploma because on my resume my education is incomplete. i explained to her the situation, she told me she’ll see what she can do since my graduation date is soon but they typically require a diploma. im so crushed. every other job offer has been pretty much minimum wage and i’m so behind on bills. it’s like everytime i think things are going good everything just falls apart. i don’t even know what to do at this point