Squirt or water breaking?

Ok so I know I'm not supposed to check my cervix, but I did.. I know. Bad.

I'm 18w1d and my husband went down on me. I squirt sometimes so I'm not sure if it was it.

When i was climaxing, I felt a gush of water that felt like my water being broken at the hospital.

No pain accompanied by it.

I also checked my cervix and it feels super high and soft and I can't tell if it's open. Not sure what an open cervix would feel like tbh.

But I'm worried. How would I know if it's my water or just sex juices?