I don’t know how to process this or what to do .

My husband of 9 years , has admitted to me that he loves females and can’t change the fact that he’s a natural flirt and doesnt find it wrong . He’s plays online and meets people and so far he’s been flirting with a few of strangers now friends and I’ve been upset by it and always give him shit for it and we finally had a talk and he just said he can’t change and that it’s always been a part of him and he has never cheated on me but he just loves females and flirts . He says I’m more than enough for him and wants to be with me forever and that I should never feel insecure etc . But I’m just still in shock , I love this man and have fought through it all to be with him and this just feels like a slap in the face and I just can’t process it without crying because I don’t know what to think . I don’t want to leave him . Why are men like this … 💔 I’m literally devastated ..