Y’all help me

So lastnight we were out for a cousins bday and we ended up at strip club I was tipsy so I’ve never been so me and my husband tagged along - we didn’t have cash so he had to get in line at the atm to get some cash I sat down with everyone at the table while we waited for the guys to get cash. 3 mins later my cousin says look at your husband a girl was dancing on him while in line I really didn’t care bc I mean we’re at a strip club I knew it would happen until I look away and they loook omg he’s going to a private. I see my husband with two girls going into a private room until I look over at him and he starts pointing at our table he comes to sit down and he gets a lap dance and he’s touching all over this girl and she’s just grinding on him. Today I just feel like I don’t see him the same, I know we all have our own opinions on a situation like this so I feel disrespected he didn’t ask me he just felt so comfortable doing this in front of me. I just feel so down today about this situation. All I see is her grinding on him him touching her and him loving it. Help! Is it ok to feel like this?