Pitty party for myself

Ok. I really just need to vent, anonymously of course.

Today is my birthday, I’m 30. Well after working all day and short staffed I really just wanted to come home to family. I was told I was being taken to dinner tonight. Also the last week I’ve been told “I’m getting you something so nice for your birthday! And you no what I got? I came home to my SO being grouchy and arguing right away with our daughter, he was tired and told her to leave him alone and she always flips out after that so she stormed off to her room and then he went to take a nap (at 6pm mind you). It’s been 14 years together…I have zero friends, not exaggerating I truly have no one other then work, some family and him and my daughter. I truly except nothing for birthdays, anniversaries, valentines, Christmas etc. I’m the giver, not the receiver. And I’m sorry but this year I really wanted to believe I was going to get some love for all I do, maybe it’s because I’m pregnant and super sensitive. Idk. But I’m sad, crying (hiding so my daugther doesn’t see). It’s one thing to just roll with it like any other day of the year, I’m used to that. But it’s a whole other when I was told that I’d be getting something and we’d go out to eat.

Now I’m sitting here feeling sorry for myself and trying to figure out what I’m going to feed my kid tonight….

Sorry for the sob story, this isn’t like me at all.