No compassion

I miscarried in January. My husband didn’t come to ER with me. We started down the infertility treatment path recently. I had an HSG on Wednesday and he couldn’t make it because of work. It was at 7:45 AM and he didn’t come home until 7 PM. Today (3 days after my HSG) I started bleeding again after my follow up appt. I still was washing our sheets and giving our toddler a bath (he was watching TV). Am I wanting too much in a little compassion? This makes me so sad that he is so clueless