Wanting some alone time

I’ve been with my boyfriend for almost a year now. During the summers I work two jobs for extra money and to get things paid off. My full time job has been taking a toll on me mentally. As I struggle with mental health already which he knows and I’ve been working on bettering myself. Some days are a lot easier than others and sometimes I have horrible days and I spiral (get in my own head, have negative thoughts) and when it comes to that I want to be alone so I can sort myself out, get rest, and relax.

Wednesday was one of those days and I told my boyfriend that I wasn’t okay and work has been rough. (I was going to go to his house after work)

Screenshots of chat

I’m a bit upset about how he handled the situation. He went to Michigan with family for his birthday (Wednesday). I decided that I’ve said what I needed to on my behalf and to let him talk to me if he wants to even though it seems he’s made his mind up.

Just some advice and/or support would be much appreciated!