Husband watching porn

How do you ladies feel about finding out your husband is watching porn? More specifically naked women shaking their ass or showing off their gorgeous body in poses?

Our sex life kinda sucks but I still feel disrespected and more insecure about my body than I ever did before.

I have a two year old and excess body weight along with so many stretch marks and I know I’ll never have the body of these women he’s watching on whatever site he visits.