“Trying”

More like seeing what happens.. but also anxious I have two boys. Two under two, both c sections. My first I had a bad experience and needed an emergent c section and ended up with a internal T incision, resulting in a needed c section for following babies at 36 weeks. Both boys were healthy. I am also very grateful that my first son was saved by my c section. I dread the thought of having another surgery. My second scheduled was very traumatic, I cried uncontrollably the entire time. I also am a nicu nurse at a level 4 hospital and see really really sick babies. This doesn’t help my mom anxiety. I am hopeful and excited for this journey but slightly terrified too. We shall see what happens, I am ovulating. Shall be testing in the next few weeks. Trying Mary Ruth’s Prenatal liquid. Has anyone else tried this? Thoughts?