At my wits end today

Rough days at work, rough relationship with my SO, rough time handling our toddler. I’m starting to ignore her whining bc I’m developing a headache from her consistent voice. My SO is an ass and I really don’t care about him and his needs. I can feel my high functioning anxiety and depression slipping to low functioning. All I want to do is to blow my money on Amazon, eat shit ton of fried chicken, chug soda, and drown myself in hobbies and let everyone else be on fire. I wish I have friends I can talk to but I don’t know even know how to keep friends. 🫠 Some kind motivating words would be great right now ❤️