I am struggling hard core. My husband and I have a handsom almost three year old and he is perfect. We were waiting to have another baby until my husband was in his last year of PT school. We waited 2 1/2 and found out in April we were expecting. With a very normal first pregnancy, we didn't think we had much to worry about, but I just felt something wasn't right. Four days before my birthday in June we found out we lost baby.

In that same week we found out my husband will be gone for 10 week at clinicals 6 hours away starting in January. He will also be gone during the week for the next 10 weeks starting next week. I feel like I am going to have to struggle and wait a whole year for another chance at a baby.

Seeing my son with other kids breaks me. He wants a sibling so bad, and thats all I want to give him. My sister-in-law is having her 3rd baby any day now. Its so hard.

How will I get through this....