We had 8 months to get this stuff ready

I thought it was my hormones at first.

At first he said we’d build onto the house.

He really sounded like he had this all planned together.

It seemed like the right thing to do, so I moved in, and left my apartment where there was room for a baby.

Then he said he couldn’t add on to the house because he was still behind on his mortgage.

But that the government had some kind of pandemic housing grant or something that would cover it.

He didn’t qualify.

We look at a super cheap trailer.

He got denied because he was further in debt with the mortgage which I thought he was paying on.

He mentions building another room again by himself (he can’t even install a window or a doorframe so I saw this coming)

And now he says he can’t do that.

There’s no room in my sons room for any baby stuff.

No room in ours. Everything is so FREAKING CLUTTERED. Every time I try to clean, my bf makes a mess and scatters stuff back out.

I cook him dinner for work which he seems ungrateful for, and my sons separate due to allergies.

I homeschool my son.

I do the laundry.

I do the dishes.

I mop/sweep.

I get no help.

And when the baby gets here, which will be soon, he still won’t help.

I just want my apartment back and my previous landlord said the first of November they will have some emptied out, right near my due date. It’s gonna be hard financially at first mainly because movers around here are $300+ and my bf kept saying we would get the baby stuff after we made our baby registry public. Well, he hasn’t himself gotten anything. I’ve been getting everything from diapers, wipes, bassinet, clothes, and his mom got us wipes and an outfit yet I haven’t even met her which bothers me too. My mom got the baby a crib and changing table. he has complained about prices when we have went to once upon a child and those prices are cheap compared to everywhere else. I feel like he thinks things are supposed to be given. He gets irritated when I spend my money on baby stuff.

Some of the stuff he has said to me, makes me feel like he just wanted me to move in for sex.

Am I wrong for moving out? because this is driving me insane! I’m so unhappy and cry just about every day. I’ve stressed out so much that it’s causing some health issues and I’ve been so depressed. I haven’t been this depressed in a long time. I wish I knew how this would have turned out. I would have never moved in.

*im so sorry I keep making posts about this, it’s just I have no friends to talk to, and it’s going to be such a long month.