I’ve been seeing this guy since July. We never really had a discussion what we were so it’s just a weekly hookup with daily talking…? I can’t say I want this person as a boyfriend. Sometimes I just want more affection and want to see someone more than once a week. I like him enough to want him over. It’s almost as if I also want the relationship benefits without the relationship. He’s pretty emotionally distant. It’s usually me who voices when I’m not happy.

For example, last night I had gotten off work late. 1230AM. He wanted to come over even though I was tired. I told him he can come off the next day. He said he’s down to do both. That night and the next. He came over, we did our thing, I was falling asleep and he left. I haven’t heard from him all day, so it was safe to assume he wasn’t actually interested in seeing me today.

I guess I also get upset because it makes me feel like I’m not the kind of girl who is worth more than once a week or a girl to be taken out ?